So since I started in January… I’ve lost a total of 20 pounds. I started at 245 and I hit 225 on Monday. I’m really happy about the numbers on the scale… I just have NO EVIDENCE of 20 pounds lost… I just don’t see it. Why is that? Twenty is a pretty decent number to begin to see results. Am I doing some wrong?!
I’m out of the dark! I’m back it… and pumped as ever! I’ll be posting tons tonight. As well as a new gym playlist! Thank you to everyone who have remained supportive! I love you guys!
Yesterday was terrible but why continue on like this until Sunday? No reason to so I picked myself up a bit… I just need some serious motivation! C’mon guys.. Help me.
For about the two 3 weeks, I’ve fallen off of pretty much everything! Although I haven’t been eating right and exercising, I have been losing weight but in all honesty… I feel like COMPLETE UTTER SHIT! I fell back into quite a few old habits and I don’t know how I live with myself. Between the Chinese for dinner every night, not going to the gym, being on my cycle and being out of school… I’m ready to kill! I have about .1 ounces of motivation left and I just don’t know what to do with myself. This is the lowest I’ve felt in a while and boy does it suck!
(gulp) Here it is… my future before pictures.
Start Weight: 244
Highest Weight: 245
Current Weight: 229.2/230.2
I am so glad I’ve made it out of the 230’s!!! I’ve been waiting for this! I haven’t noticed any really big changes in my body but I’ll take some pics for sure today and I’m try and take some accurate measurements! :)
A lot of you guys have asked what was my ultimate goal weight but I’m all honesty I have no clue. I just want to get out of the 200’s and down to where I feel comfortable. My goal right now is 199.9 lol and from there maybe into the 180’s but any who this is very exciting for me! This is my lowest weight that I can remember.
I want to see the new episodes of I Used To Be Fat!
I fell way off this week! I didn’t go to the gym not one day this week and I’ve been eating left and right. One reason was because I had got my hair done and didn’t want to sweat it out… (yeah, I know… biggest load of shit now that I think about it.) and reason two was because I had a term paper due yesterday and I was stress over that. But… everything has finally calmed down and I have the week off so yay! I’m back on track tomorrow morning with counting my points and hitting the gym. For the past few days I haven’t really had much of an appetite… I’ve just been eating because I had to and it usually wasn’t the most healthiest thing in the world but I’m hoping I can shift back tomorrow. I’ll keep everything I’m eating light nothing too heavy. Anyone I stepped on the scale this morning after eating a bowl of cereal and I got two weights 232.2 and 231.2 so I’ll weigh in again tomorrow first thing to get an accurate number. Pretty happy that I was able to lose something on one of my worse weeks :D lol how’s everyone?!
Ahhh… Naked? I’ll pass!
Gym Monday- Saturday.
Drink 96 ounces of water a day.
Walk up and down the stairs in my apartment building instead of the elevator.
Stop eating at 8.
these are just a few personal goals for myself.
